Gumuhong Pader

Nakakalungkot isiping matatapos ka na lamang, ang dami ko pang naririnig na bulungang walang humpay sa pagdididik sa iyo na tila ba’y ipinapamukhang wala kang silbi. Kung hindi ka pa sanay sa ganitong buhay, maaring mauupo ka na lamang at iiyak sa isang sulok. Halos hindi ka na makatayo at hindi na rin gumagana ng maayos ang iyong pag-iisip sa pagod na iyong nararamdaman para lang pilitin ang sarili mong tapusin ang isang bagay na mula’t-mula pa ma’y kinawalan mo na nang pag-asang matapos. Ginawa mo ito alang-alang sa isang taong inaasahan mong magsusukli sa iyo kahit man lang pasasalamat. Subalit, dahil masaklap ang katotohanan, ang bawat pagsisikap mo ay tila isang pader na dahan-dahang gumuho sa iyong harapan nang sabihin sa iyong ang lahat ng nangyari ay sa kadahilanang ikaw ay iresponsable na kung tutuusin, hanggang doon lang talaga ang kaya mong ibigay.

Even if I wanted to just leave it to oblivion, the soft whispers keeps hunting me as if it would never leave…

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3 Comments

  1. Hmmm… I think this letter of mine that I offer to all my friends who are down suit the moment right now…

    Dear Euri my Friend,

    I write to you because I can see that you seem tired of your life. So, here I am writing a letter to you for one reason. Not to give you money or something to read for fun and something you might think of as crap. I am writing to you because I want to empower you.
    
    You say that you are fucked-up and everything is not going right. You lose your taste and spunk in your work because of your problems may it be personal or non-personal. You feel haunted by your weakness and vulnerability. You are scared of committing mistakes and you're pressured to do your task and be responsible to everything you do. It is affecting you negatively psychologically and emotionally. Let me tell you this, sit back, stop for awhile and ask yourself, if you are okay and if you are breaking down.
    
    Let me say to you that life is not unfair as you think it is. People makes it unfair. You just need to know how to handle unfair situations. You have to release your anger and frustration. Release that anger and that negativity. It would harmonize and clear your heart and mind of baggages. When you fall STAND UP! Do not give up You just need to reflect and believe in yourself that you can do it. You're not alone. I am here, your friends are here. God is here, someone out there would be there for you.
    
    You'll be fine. It's not always dark and stormy. There'll be paradise soon for you my friend. It's not over yet. Life goes on... so don't give up. Smile and face the rising sun.
    
  2. Wow, that’s deep. o_o hug whats wrong?

    Hey, there’s always a silver lining in every storm. It just takes a leap of faith to believe that it’s there. 🙂

    TC! and GBU!

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