Beyond Eternal

I Feel-

I feel devastated.
I feel as if though I do not belong.
And I am painfully crying inside,
Though my mask is doing her job well.

I just want to stop the time,
Where nothing else but me moves.
Where I could feel everyone’s pain,
Where I could see everyone’s tears.

I just wanted to think,
In the most solitude place I could find.
I wanted to regain something I had lost-
My self-love.

Or, if time may permit,
I just simply want to know that feeling-
The feeling I crave so much at this point.
The feeling of dying.

20 responses to “I Feel-”

  1. Tam Avatar
    Tam

    And I am painfully crying inside,
    Though my mask is doing her job well.

    I believe I am good at sweeping my feelings under the rug, pero wala pa naman akong suicidal tendencies

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  2. Manila Avatar
    Manila

    I feel as if though I do not belong.

    I know this feeling. I also feel like I don’t belong nowhere. I hate that feeling.

    The feeling of dying.

    Euri, don’t say that, please hugs
    Despite all the bad things in life, life DO is worth living it – there is some reason in life, you just have to find out what is yours.

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  3. Mitch Avatar
    Mitch

    the poem is express well but at the same time sad. Can personally relate w/ the 2nd and 3rd stanza.

    last stanza is scary… do you really feel that? hope you’re ok.

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  4. najo Avatar
    najo

    You can always choose to feel happy, Euri-chan. And that’s a better choice. =)

    pat pat
    hugs

    I’m here if you want to talk. And I mean it, I’m willing to listen. =)

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  5. belle Avatar
    belle

    sounds like we’re in the same boat. most of it echo my very own predicament.

    just like what you did for me:hugs hope u’re doing fine, too. 🙂

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  6. hanie Avatar
    hanie

    nice poem… most people have their highs and lows… its sad but that’s life… 🙁

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  7. Tamara Avatar
    Tamara

    Hi euri! Whats wrong? 🙁 hugs

    and yeah, that’s gonna be my official blog~ ^_^

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  8. ava Avatar
    ava

    oh. sometimes I feel that way. pero don’t wish for death, ok? God will find a way… 🙂

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  9. Precious Avatar
    Precious

    Well, dying’s not so bad :D:D~ I mean you get to go to heaven after! ^__^ It’s just the question of HOW you feel like dying o__O; I mean, do you wanna go to sleep and die, or do you want to drown? d:

    >; I’m jk about the drowning part and all. >>;
    Oh, moo. I is here. Why is it such a sad poem. =_= If ever I take to writing poetry, I shall write bubbly happy sunshiny poems. About myself. XDXD~ Hehehehe.

    Anyway, you write prettyfully. [=

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  10. Tamara Avatar
    Tamara

    Hey Euri! you have been singled out! 😀

    Check my site for more info. 🙂

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  11. Anna Avatar
    Anna

    You must have a lot of things in your mind huh? I hope you feel better .. :]

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  12. Chette Avatar
    Chette

    those were the ole’days 😛 I hated myself for the past 21 years… but if you continue to hate yourself and want to die 😛 what will happen to you? 😛

    I wanna compose a poem for God @.@

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  13. Euri Avatar
    Euri

    do you wanna go to sleep and die, or do you want to drown

    Sleep and never wake up. 😉

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  14. Chette Avatar
    Chette

    You updated a lot. Seems like you have more time

    Binalik ni Lord yung pagkaenergetic ko and I really have a lot of time basta sa kanya. Even I am busy 🙂 siyempre nakakatulong din ang business mo eh sa online so you can work and do these stuff at the same time 😀

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  15. pinoy_infidel Avatar
    pinoy_infidel

    Very inspiring, sister! I died.

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  16. Shari Avatar
    Shari

    Bakit ganun? Bakit ako, hindi marunong gumawa ng tula? inggit LOL. Medyo depressing.

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  17. gean Avatar
    gean

    i can relate on your poem. pero hindi dun sa last stanza. nafil mo talaga yun? hope yer fine.

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  18. Bex Avatar
    Bex

    gah thats deep wow its really good hope thats not how you feel be happy I find it hard but after reading a manga (fruits basket man I love that manga) I realised that the girl had it far harder then me so I should be happy no matter what because I have it pretty good 🙂
    Luv Bexxxxxxxx

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  19. donna Avatar
    donna

    aww. i can totally relate to the poem.. once, a guy friend asked me “how do you manage to smile when you’re heart is burning on fire?”… i simply answered “maybe because… i’m used to it…” it taks time, to heal a broken heart. 🙁 how i wish that time, would just like rewind….

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  20. Desiray Avatar
    Desiray

    aww such a sad poem. I hope you feel better. I clicked the google add for you.

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