Dear God, do you know?
My love to you is whole heartedly true.
So much that I’m willing to give up everything.
So much that I would die without you near.
Dear God, do you realize?
How much how much I needed you?
You are my every morning, my every smile.
You are my every energy, my very life.
But dear God, did you know?
The path to you is a path of thorns.
My feet are filled with wounds each day.
It hurts like hell, but I still walked on.
Dear God, have you realized?
Loving you is the most painful.
The more my love grows for you,
The more this love wounds me deep.
Dear God, I wanted to tell you these things
Though it may hurt as both.
I just can’t find the right words for it
But I hope it could somehow be understood.
I cannot be as obedient as your Abraham.
Nor I can be as wise as your Solomon.
I cannot be as brave as David.
Nor I can be as great as your son.
I can only be that Cain
Who gets jealous all the time.
I can only be that Lucifer
Who wanted to break out of your light.
Dear God, did you know?
Your light is already blinding me.
Dear God, did you know?
Your righteousness is slowly killing me.
Dear God, I’m sorry.
I can never be a light to you.
Nor I can be as kind as you,
Nor I can be as great as you.
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