I think I hurt a friend’s feeling because of my persistent idiotic attitude. I myself don’t know what came into me and did that stupid thing. I know that I am upset and disappointed over the result I got on my defense. And I know what I did was wrong. I should’ve poured my disappointment into his poetry and picked on him like that. And I also know that my longing would never be filled on anyway so why bother comparing and thinking of it, yet, I did. I could stop myself from hoping yet, I still do… Stupid me, I know. 
About the disappointment, yes, I humbly admit that I am not satisfied with what I got. I was given a chance to revise what I did until Monday. Yet, I got a really bad Prelim and Midterm grade in my ISM course that I need to really get a ultra high grade to cope up. And because of it, I couldn’t revise my project.
I feel devastated,
I feel dreadful.
I feel stupid,
Yet, I am hopeful.
I wanted to stop,
I couldn’t help myself.
I wanted to scream,
Yet, I contain it all.
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Oh.. Euri sorry to hear that you didn’t do too well on your grades, but don’t get yourself down- you’ll get better! I assure you, once you hit bottom, there’s no where to go but up!
You hurt a friend by criticizing his poetry? I’m sure that will resolve itself in due time. Do the apologies, say nice to his next poem and it will be all good
Friendships are meant to have honesty in them or else it just means you sugar-coat everything so you make others feel better for a temporary time; if you are honest, you give them something to think about and maybe change for the better because of it.
take care.
=( It’s ok Euri, I always criticize people too and yah… I am sure if it’s a good friend they’ll understand you!
hugs Thanks!
Get up! Don’t drown yourself…please, feel better…