I feel devastated.
I feel as if though I do not belong.
And I am painfully crying inside,
Though my mask is doing her job well.
I just want to stop the time,
Where nothing else but me moves.
Where I could feel everyone’s pain,
Where I could see everyone’s tears.
I just wanted to think,
In the most solitude place I could find.
I wanted to regain something I had lost-
Or, if time may permit,
I just simply want to know that feeling-
The feeling I crave so much at this point.
The feeling of dying.